Hey dad, once again...avert your eyes.
So, here I am all the way in Colorado, minding my own business when my Blackberry makes the submarine noise to alert me that I have a new message. Yay me!
Dbag has sent me ANOTHER video. Of course I watch it, more of the same from last time; yank yank yank...happy birthday! Oh, he wrote a message as well. "I don't know why, but I feel the need to send this to you. Tell me what you think."
Feeling kind of snarky I send him a quick message back, "Nice to see your doing well." That's it. End of story.
Until a few hours ago.
So, here I am all cuddled up in my bed reading my Torts outline when once again, I hear that BB ping...ping...ping...
Dbag, again. However, this time he writes, "Am in love with lisa." I rub my eyes to make sure I just read that correctly. "Am in love with lisa." Huh?
Ok. To make things very clear- I'm not stuck on him anymore. My lack of response to his earlier emails (and there were plenty) should've made that very evident.
So. I'm in bed trying to figure this out. I mean, I don't know about you guys but when I'm in a loving and committed relationship I don't send pictures of my hoo haa to my ex!
BIG SIGH.
I walked over to the computer and pulled up her email address. Clicked on "Compose email" and sat there and thought about what sending this information would do to this woman.
Called Cristina and heard her.
Thought about Rooster and what he'd say.
Thought about my Hindu guy who talked to me for hours about Karma.
I'm pretty sure that when something is right, you know it. Not necessarily in your heart (at least mine because it's a bit busted up right now) but in your gut and while sitting at my computer with an email open and ready to go it was gut check time.
I wrote her a very long email. I started by telling her that I was sorry I was sending her this email but I thought it may be overdue.
I told her about the emails. I told her about the Christmas presents. I told her about the videos and the picture, then I attached all four videos and the picture.
Then I hit send.
